Peace

Do you ever have those days where a lot of weird shit happened and it doesn't really matter, maybe I'd had enough hard times that some shit doesn't seem that bad. Who knows? Resilient? perhaps. My Mom's best friend has either TB or cancer. Either way she's in bad shape. If it's TB then my Mom and my little brother and sister have been exposed and have a high chance of coming down with it. My advice paper has gobbled up so much time today. I'm not a good legal writer.....Yet. I'm IMing with my buddy who is drunk as fuck right now. I listened to this cool song that he sent me, then Amos Lee started playing. I'm happy. I just feel good. Law school is hard but I love the challenge. I spent some time with my friend Eric, driving, packing and it was busy, but we drove together to few places and it was cool. I'm going to miss him and Friday morning chess matches. I even beat him the last time and don't want to play again because I'll loose the next 7 matches. It's not about chess though. I did get a date with the bomb shaker. I'm not sure what I think of her yet. I know she strong and that's attractive to me because I'm strong. She seems a little nervous on the phone and I think it's kind of cute. Class is going good. I stuck my kneck out a little in one of my classes by volunteering for a case and I did really well. Kept my composure and didn't get nervous and fumble over my words. I got a couch from Eric and Patty. It's just a loner couch but for some strange reason it has changed my perception of my place. It feels more like a home. I still sit on my folding chair, but I have a couch now. Two friends came over to bring me milk for muffins (which I burned, thank you). I felt embarassed a little because it was like aahh you sit in the chair, I'll use the excersize ball, and you can use the laundry soap bucket. I'm fine with it but it was the first time people other than Eric and Patty came over. I don't know my place is personal, vulnerable and I like it that way. I do miss the warmth of a woman next to me when I sleep. Its comforting. Life is so good. I'm exactly where I want and fought to be.