DIG

We All Have A Weakness
But Some Of Ours Are Easier To Identify.
Look Me In The Eye
And Ask For Forgiveness;
We'll Make A Pact To Never Speak That Word Again
Yes You Are My Friend.
We All Have Something That Digs At Us,
At Least We Dig Each Other
So When Weakness Turns My Ego Up
I Know You'll Count On The Me From Yesterday
If I Turn Into Another
Dig Me Up From Under What Is Covering
The Better Part Of Me
Sing This Song
Remind Me That We'll Always Have Each Other
When Everything Else Is Gone.
We All Have A Sickness
That Cleverly Attaches And Multiplies
No Matter How Hard We Try.
We All Have Something That Digs At Us,
At Least We Dig Each Other
So When Sickness Turns My Ego Up
I Know You'll Act As A Clever Medicine.
If I Turn Into Another
Dig Me Up From Under What Is Covering
The Better Part Of Me.Sing This Song!
Remind Me That We'll Always Have Each Other
When Everything Else Is Gone.
Oh Each Other....When Everything
Else Is Gone.

~Incubus, dig, light grenades~

I am overly critical of people at times. The truth is that I'm overly critical of myself. I am never enough for myself. I had someone tell me once that they said that they wouldn't date me because I am not enough for myself, how is someone else supposed to be enough for me? I thought it was a very good point and it stings a bit. It stings because it's true. It's true because I haven't figured myself out enough to extend beyond myself and allow someone else in. Sometimes I am afraid of my light because I know that there is a lot of it. I'm afraid to let someone else see it and those who do see it I tell myself that they don't really. There is something covering the better part of me.