Grounded

I have discovered the importance of being grounded is in my life. It's not a new discovery but rather a reminder. By grounded I mean that my heart and my head are in unison. Lord knows I'm my own worst enemy and I often defeat myself before the battle even starts. My head gets feed back from the world and I think about it and I go through my files of all the bad shit I think or feel about myself and lines the evidence with the unhealthy belief in order to prove one thing or another. All the while my heart is saying fuck that, its not true. It takes a little bit of time for my heart to convince my head cause lets face it I'm fucking stubborn as hell. I've found that my head screams and my heart whispers and its in the quiet moments when I remember to listen to those quiet whispers that remind me that I'm destine for greatness. However, school rewards the brain part of me and there is instant feedback on exactly where you stand. My heart then reminds me that even though I bombed whatever it is this time, my drop of influence for the better has sent waves that have touched, lifted, and inspired the lives around me. I know sounds weird but its true, just ask my heart. PS I think I'm going to go for it regardless of what happens cause it is what my heart is telling me to do.....its the year of the Jay and its time for some risk!

If you want to walk on water you have to get out of the boat -- Jay Z