Thoughts of the day

THE BUBBLE BUSTED???
I found another bubble. So I'm afraid of dating the wrong person. I almost married a girl who was completely, completely wrong for me. I rely on the 22 year old version of me and say don't make that mistake. Underlying that was the thought that I didn't have many options and I "should" get married and the classic is the Bishop saying "if she's the right girl now, she'll be the right girl forever" what the fuck does he know? However, today I can trust myself that I won't make that mistake. I have plenty of options. OK so another part of the bubble is that I think a relationship will stop me from following my dreams. Is it true? No. Let go of it then if it is not true. Don't believe in lies.

Katrina
I have a feeling that the intuitions, meaning, justice system, governmental systems, post office, voting, etc. are in shambles. In order to rebuild the institutions have to be strong and functioning. Well, they are not and that is a huge part of the country. It's been close to 2 years and it seems that there hasn't been much progress....More to come on that one.

Random dudes.
Today at Starbucks random people started talking to me. Jeff who was older asked me about law school and told me about real estate. Another guy and I were checking out this girl. I particularly like that Starbucks because it is next to a beauty salon and there are these beautiful women who come in and out. I don't think I could ever date a beauty salon chick. One my values are different from the outward coating of inward beauty. Two what salon chick wants to date a bald guy. She can't dye my hair give my highlights and all that bullshit. She can't show off her work. Maybe that's a good thing. I'll have to hang out at Starbucks more often.